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| i miss home, i miss camp, i miss being around people 24/7 and not even wanting alone time, i miss ppl who are always up for a 20min drive into town at midnight just becuase you are bored, i miss the ppl i thought that would always be there for me and that i would always be there for them, I miss the ppl who would get excited about sharing a jar of peanut butter on the pool deck, i miss having things to do on friday nights and weekends, i miss having fun, i miss being happy, i miss not having to put on a face for everyone, i miss not pretending, i miss not having to worry about money, i miss not having to worry about losing a loved one, i miss going to a church on sunday where everybody knows everything you've ever done, i miss walking into that room on a wed night and having everything seem alright even if it was the only thing getting you through the week and knowing that everyone there loved you and you loved them........ | | |
| so its been a while since i wrote anyhting on this, i start school in two days, i cant tell if i want it to start or not i think im gonna be a sophmore in college, anyway last night i didnt sleep becuase there was a thunder storm and it kept me awake and it continued untill about an hour ago, it was crazy loud and shook the whole apartment at times. oh thats right i forgot to tell you all, im living in an apartment this year with my friends kaite and anne, its pretty nice. what else to tell you...hmm yeah oh ended up kissing someone yesterday yeah... it was kinda weird cus ive never really kissed anyone b4 and i didnt tell him that even after we finished, dont actually know what happened there, i met him last year and even this last sunday he was calling me kiddo and then that yeah anyway..... ive also been woken up at 7am every day since sunday, by paul to talk and to read the Bible, we have read james, 1 and 2 peter, and 1 john so far, thats more than i have read in the past year. oh and i had a birthday and am now 19 anyway im gonna go now. | | |
| im comming home on sunday | | |
| write me letters or send me something random
here: Janine Bullis Westminster Woods 6510 Bohemian Hwy. Occidental CA 95465 | | |
| umm, so i have another say 22 hours at home and then its off to camp. oh man i still have to un pack and then pack again! kif | | |
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